Finding Me...

I'm going on a hunt - I'm looking for someone who has gone missing.  She's been gone for a few years but I believe I can find her. Somehow when I wasn't looking I lost sight of me.  I lost the creative me, I lost the free spirited me.  I'm going to find her.

First step - taking a break from social networking sites.  I've removed Facebook from my phone as well as twitter.  It's a start!

Just can't

I just can't look at my husband of 35 years with a sleep apnea mask on.  It bothers me deep in my heart and soul.  It is hard enough to see him having to use 2 inhalers everyday and worrying if he has his emergency one with him.  It hurts to see him in a hospital gasping for air.  I want to cry...I am crying -- inside.

Fur Babies

Do you think they have gotten too big for this?  It amazes me how these two can squeeze into the smallest of spaces.

When did the Hippie look come back?

Now don't get me wrong - I was one a few when dinosaurs roamed the earth years ago. So when did they start coming back?  I have noticed lately the teen boys are sporting the long, long hair look.  The clothes some of them are wearing are also reminiscent of that era.  Is it just me?

Great Lunch!

I had the greatest lunch hour at work today. I got a chair massage! the office building next to mine has a Massage therapist who comes in every other week. I haven't been doing anything to take care of me - so this was the perfect opportunity. It's a wonderful way to break up your workday. I suggest it for everyone!

Not enough hours

I'm sure everyone has said this, "There is not enough hours in the day"...

I could use a few more and today was no exception. Up at 5:30 am, at work by 8:00 am; don't even get me started about what needs to be done there!
 Leave work around 5:45 pm and run errands for my mother. Go to the nursing home to bring my mother her laundry and pick up yet more to wash. Her and her roomie wants to chat a while. Leave the home around 7:00 pm and home by 7:45 pm. Now I have a whole hour and a half to myself, sort of, until it's time for bed.
Cat's need food, I need food! (Yay, Cheerios again). Few minutes to try and catch up on the blogs I read. I'm not tired from all of this, at least not until I take my meds. I'm sure I mentioned this in a earlier post, I have Bi-polar so energy, most of the time, is not an issue.

Anyway - I purchased The FlyLady's book, Sink Reflections and I am going to get on the bandwagon and get this house into shape and make it a home. The holidays are fast approaching and it would be wonderful to not worry about how the place looks. I am realistic, I know it didn't take 3 months to get this way and it will take longer than 3 to get it into shape but any improvement is better than what I am looking at now.

You know I just realized the clutter issue has become the main topic in my blog. Need to add some fun posts in!

Anywho, this is enough ranting, venting, whining whatever you want to call it for now.

Until next time - Take Care.

Vacuuming

To all those helpful hubby's out there... look and pick up stuff before you vacuum. These cleaning machines don't work so well with a foam cat ball stuck in the tube! Thanks for help babe.